Another

You might think that I am crazy but my first born child is one month old (add a few days) and I really want another one!!!!!

I am not even just being all cutesy and saying how much I love babies etc. I really would love to be pregnant within the next few months. I think that if I had another baby right now I would be overwhelmed but if I was pregnant I would have nine months until the next one was here. That is a long time my friends and everybody waits until they are ready for another one and then they start trying and then after the time period of trying you still have nine months to wait for the precious little package to arrive.

For all of you who are reading this and thinking that I am insane... I do know all about being tired already and then having the pregnancy fatigue taking over as well and all the logical reasons why one should wait. My midwife said to get pregnant whenever I feel like it and not worry about waiting! Truth be told, I know that God designed our bodies to have a natural birth control (breast feeding) and that there is a healing time that God designed for us.

I believe that God has everything in His plans and that we will get pregnant when He desires us to be pregnant again so I am not going to worry about it but I thought I would share my little longing for more!

My Life is Not My Own

I keep thinking that I need to post on here but then I can't seem to come up with anything to write about. Everything that happens right now has to do with Talon and goes on his blog. I don't really have my own thoughts and the time being because Talon is the main attraction of everything that is exciting!

I am tired. Talon keeps me up a lot during the night. Last night I woke up with a start wondering where the baby was and he was in his Moses basket. I don't remember putting him back after I nursed him. I guess that is a bad thing and I need to get some more sleep but I never seem to get anything done. I am thoroughly enjoying my kid though so that definitely makes up for it!!!